23/3/2009, 2 weeks plus after Lasik

Woke up this morning horrified by the blurred vision, but luckily it turns clearer after a few hours. Talking about the Lasik complications that I am experiencing, so far nothing too serios except the expected bad night vision. The starbursting and halos are quite annoying actually, especially when I am driving at night. Well, this is a picture that I grabbed from the lasikdisaster.com website, but this is more or less similar to what I am experincing. The starburst from light source, the brighter the light, the bigger the starbursting. For dim lights, halos occur. I hope these effects will subside over time, although I dare not expect too much, since the surgeon did mentioned that my pupil is quite large.

爱情需要自制的考验?

今天中午时段在回公司的路上，听了一段电台广播剧，是典型的爱情故事。广博剧是意外听到的，已经是完结篇了。故事是说一对情侣，经过几经波折后，终于柳暗花明。不料，女生却突如其想的来个缘分游戏，约定八个月后若重逢，那就在一起。结果是有重逢啦，是个欢喜结局。

是爱情局独爱如此，还是现实中真有其事？为什么情侣不好好地在一起，就爱来个什么缘分游戏，躲起来让对方给找不到。对方要不就苦苦等待，要不就踏破铁鞋无觅处，就因为他（她）需要时间来考虑清楚，或他（她）需要时间来验证他们的爱情经得起考验？也许你并不认同，可是本人觉得这种做法太可笑了，简直就无聊透顶。

是不是一段爱情一定要经过大大的考验才能完美？上天给的考验不够，就自己制造考验，让对方苦巴巴等待。等到了，就表示他（她）对你的爱风雨不改，至死不逾？哪怕他等不来，就在你还沉醉于抓迷藏游戏的当儿让别人乘虚而入，那企不是赔了夫人就折兵？到时候眼见人家双双对对，甜甜蜜蜜,才悔不当初，把一段大好姻缘拱手于人？也许对方对你死心塌地，但我更相信岁月不留人，珍惜眼前人才是最重要。别押上幸福当爱情的赌注，因为爱情游戏里没有人是永远的赢家，哪怕你有99.999％的胜算，还是输给了万一。别把时间浪费在无谓的等待，要珍惜在一起的每分每秒。

如此的剧情也许扣人心弦，但结局并不一定如你所愿。

17/03/2009, 11th day after Lasik

Found that my vision sharpen a lil bit. Strangely, I could focus on small fineprints at a normal reading distance. But I couldn't read the large wordings at distant. What's the problem? *sigh

Called mum last night, I finally have the guts to tell her about the Lasik surgery. Suprisingly, she wasn't shocked by the news. She told me that she's now having mild cataract and retina detachment. She adviced me to take good care of my eyes from now on. Aging.... what a scary thing. Mum, I hope that you will get well soon.

1st week after Lasik

Finally I did my Lasik on the 6/3/09. But my first week after the surgery wasn't pleasant at all. I felt so tired by having to strain my eyes to focus on something. the eyes simply unable to focus, so my world appearred to be blurry. Have I made a wrong decision? I don't know. I was so paranoid that I called the Lasik center yesterday that my vision is getting blurred day after day. I met the surgeon and the optometrists that afternoon and they said that there was nothing wrong with my eyes. In-fact, the test results had shown that my vision is even better than that on the 1st day after surgery. They must have thought that I was simply over-reacting. Well, I didn't tell a lie, it was indeed like that. My first day was, wow, crystal clear on my left eye, the right eye was a bit blurry and continues to be blurry to-date. However, the crystal clear on the left eye doesn't last, each morning when I woke up, I found it is has become worse than the last night. Every evening, I went home with a severe headache after straining my eyes to focus for whole day long, I even went to bed early hoping that everything will be fine the next morning I woke up. However, that wasn't the case, blurry stayed blurry. Could be, this is the healing period and it would take some time to stabilize. I really hope so. I don't wanna have this blury vision for the rest of my life after so much money spent on this.